tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5829280324016702823.post1275121535477905923..comments2023-05-22T11:08:55.175-04:00Comments on Reckless Sarcasm: Out Damned Spot!Reckless Sarcasmhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11930360659151840796noreply@blogger.comBlogger4125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5829280324016702823.post-17936944293333592242010-10-24T08:22:36.347-04:002010-10-24T08:22:36.347-04:00Thanks, Nell! That sounds horrible and I totally ...Thanks, Nell! That sounds horrible and I totally understand. That is my main trigger as well.<br />The worst one, anyway.Reckless Sarcasmhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11930360659151840796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5829280324016702823.post-78769887375100789702010-10-23T13:48:42.860-04:002010-10-23T13:48:42.860-04:00Good luck with the doctor! I really need to go bac...Good luck with the doctor! I really need to go back myself. I've been off them for 1 1/2 years, half by choice and half not. I was seeing a counselor for a while (it was mandated in order to see the psychiatrist at this place) and after going to her for 3 months with no meds, I finally got to see the doctor. My counselor wrote all kinds of notes, about what I should be on and why, so I figured the appointment was going to go well. Unfortunately, the doctor never read the notes and decided I didn't need to be on anything despite my extreme anxiety and mid-level depression. (Honestly, I think he looked at the tattoos I have and decided I was just a drug seeker.) My counselor was flabbergasted when I told her, and she understood when I said I could keep going to an office where the Dr. thought I was making up my symptoms, especially since being judged by others was a huge anxiety trigger for me.<br />I haven't been back to a doctor since, because I was doing fine for a while but now the sleepless nights, where I just lay there thinking are starting to creep back in.<br />I know exactly how you feel, and even though I dont know you very well (this is the first post Ive read), I hope everything works out for the best!Nellhttp://nelliecakes.comnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5829280324016702823.post-68305479633458515732010-10-23T11:15:58.238-04:002010-10-23T11:15:58.238-04:00Thanks! It helps to have someone who knows EXACTL...Thanks! It helps to have someone who knows EXACTLY what you're feeling. I think I scare my loved ones sometimes because they worry when I am honest about the way that I feel. I'm not going to do something to myself. I just want to let it out!Reckless Sarcasmhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11930360659151840796noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5829280324016702823.post-66568129745230792592010-10-23T10:45:06.130-04:002010-10-23T10:45:06.130-04:00I know exactly how you feel. I, too, ruminate over...I know exactly how you feel. I, too, ruminate over things LONG after I should. A negative conversation can stay with me for days. You are not alone in feeling this way. I also wasn't sure if I wanted kids of my own because I didn't want to "spread the crazy". So far, I think my son will be okay and at least I know what to look for if he shows signs later of depression or bipolar, unlike my own parents. Happy thoughts your way!<br /><br />ColorMeAHappyMeMehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17002984273884446132noreply@blogger.com